orgasmic

please?

"i can tell you'll be an interesting addition to the AUC"

Apparently, this is how my new best friend, Manny aka My Night Sky lololol thinks about me....

"Because i can tell that by my list of what i would want in a ladi.. u r definately Delia. 2 by the facial expressions in ur pics u seem like an electric personality.3. Im already enjoying getting to know you. 4. you are still an enigma that i will discover more about at school. 5 you seem like you have a goofy, crazy,and party side but with class...you seem to epitomize the ideal spelman woman and i will be proud, and honor to call you my sister across the street in the fall."

hahahaha.....:) 

God's word is the best...

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.⁸Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, ¹⁰but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

I just sent an inspirational e-mail to a few of my homies, containing this scripture. I love it SO much. to me, this is the most beautiful thing i've ever read. Ever. Live by this. Believe in it :)

random

this is how i know im OHHHH so bored. 

posting pic of myself. 

rescue me :(

3am

cookiedough, conversation and  kittens...

( (meet dwayne and whitley, or skip and vanilla, depending on our moods)

I had a very interesting night last night. I went my girl nya's for a gathering then left there and went to my crib. 

In between those two places however, i had yet another epiphany... 

im glad i had it, cause now i can move forward without any unresolved issues or emotional baggage anymore. :)

it's about time that i...

learn my place, and stay there. for real. 

why you so obsessed wit me?

i like this

Vegas

where i'd like to be.

def, who i'd like to be there with. 

i've missed usher. 

photo: thelifefiles.com 

the professor

Henry Louis Gates, Jr., a noted and admired professor was arrested for disorderly conduct. After being accused of breaking into his MA., from returning from a trip to China home and showing identification, he was still arrested. It's still unclear whether 

hLG, jr ( head of the  W.E . B DuBois Institute of African American research at Harvard. He's now thinking of pressing charges. Mr. President stated in his press conference, "They (the police) acted stupidly." I guess everyone has their moments, president, or not. 

is this a misunderstanding, cause i don't understand it. 

she had her hair did, it was bound to fall...

i wanna be on BET

I just cannot wait until i land my broadcasting gig somewhere

i have been looking at a few station for future internships and BET keeps coming up

while i don't really think i click with BET like that, i still watch it from time to time...

and i know i wouldn't mind being along Terrance to co-host 106 because i'm waay over Rosci uggh 

however, it could be a good start to a bigger entertainment job, such as E! 

i'll just have to wait and see :)

"the only love you get to keep is the love you give away"

it's been a long time. i even opted for a name change. i haven't really felt much like blogging, but a lot has been on my mind. I have come to terms with my leaving philly, even though i'm fully sure if im ready/ i have my friends in atlanta (carin, briana, treneisha, shawn..etc) waiting for me, and not to mention my family but nothing will be the same as my philly pham. I'm def going to miss tanya (my best friend) when im gone, she'll be all the way in ny. my granny aka mom mom who is funny as hell, my crazyy brothers that i love like my own and everyone else. 

i found that qoute on the back of my great-grandfather's obituary today at the funeral home. 

I think it's true. the only love that we ever get to hold onto forever, dwell on and bask in, is the love that we show and give to others. i've come to realize that loving others the way we should love ourselves and our family is the best way to love. i can't think of anything else i'd rather do, than to show my love :)

and the bible says

trust in the Lord with all thin heart ; and lean not into thine own understanding. 

in all they ways acknowledge Him and he shall direct all your paths. 

Be not wise your own eyes but fear the Lord and depart from evil.

It shall be health to they navel and marrow to thy bones. 

Psalm 3: 5-8

And from now, I will live by this. 

as well as forgiveness, unconditional love and patience. 

damn

the more you open yourself up and try to help  people, it seems, the more they hurt you. 

trying to help someone know the difference btw right and wrong isn't easy. but when you make that step to do so, and then you get slapped in the face it doesn't feel good .. at all. 

In no way do i deserve to be mistreated or disrespected. SO, if you have nothing nice, meaningful, or mature to say, please don't say anything to me. I am trying to best to compose myself right now because i just reached out to a  friend  of mine ( yes, just my friend) and i felt like the wrong response was given. It was no by means WHAT it was, it was HOW it was said. 

a simple, " i cant talk right now or NO response at all would have sufficed. 

it's been a long time coming...

I am so excited to finally know that I'm going to Spelman.

with many prayers, faith and the time to develop the patience to withstand the many months of waiting, i couldn't be happier. It seems that God is working in my life like I always knew he would.

I am so excited to be with my friends and family in atlanta. 

With all that God is showing through for me in my life, i don't think i could be happier, i couldn't have more joy than i do now. 

nothing, and futhermore, no one will be able to take that away from me.

*/ they were on sale. 5-7 business days. 

oh, and this

the next buy

a wish for them

sometimes i w* *i* s *h people knew what they wanted to say, and just said it.

don't you?