just bought it

*/but then i changed my mind and got this instead

wouldn't you?

I think i'll get him a pair. 

Tiny & Toya

*/young mula's ex-wifey, Cliff's BM

http://www.bet.com/onblast/default.html?chan=3&id=3282&i=0&sub=&itype=e

did anyone watch this? 

i mean, first this and they're also giving Neffe& Frankie their own show in August..

.I need to get this communications degree ASAP so BET can give me my show.  

101 things to do before you graduate. the mission of my life

someone gave me this book for graduation. i think i'll start doing a few of the things that are suggested. the first being, write a mission statement for your life. I've learned a ton about myself lately, more than i expected to. There have been a lot of things in my life that I regret and wish i could take back. 

Knowing that i know now, i must acknowledge when mistakes are about to be made, and when people's feelings are in jeopardy. I have to start thinking before i speak and act. 

What's funny is i know plenty of what I  like and much more of what i don't. 

I love God, honesty, loyal friends, nice things, people who know who they are, revealing moments that allow me to connect with the people closest to me, smiling, drama-free peeps. 

i can't stand liars, stuck ups, cheaters, thieves, people who chip away at you to fill their personal voids, drama.... everything and anything that would destroy a friendship or relationship. 

 hmm...a lot of my views about what I want my life to be recently. what do i stand for? who am i? who are the most important people to me? what am i really about..Dr. Bozeman from Spelman told us girls last summer to know who we are before people tell us. Meaning, o have a clear understanding of the kind of people we are before we let an outsider's label and personal impression influence the perception of ourselves.  I've been trying to sort through what i think of myself and what others think of me. After a while, i realized that it truly shouldn't matter what other think of me; of what kind of person i am, what i have, what i do. Deep down inside, when you become strong enough to know who you are and you can stand strong through what anybody else may think and leave it between you and God, it really won't matter. 

I'll think about writing that mission statement soon. 

matters of the mind

one thing that steve harvey said best, was that we would must rather live with one another's imperfections, than be alone.  Most revelations like this are so powerful, because they are so true.When will we come to the realization that we all deserve someone who is willing to be honest, true, attentive and stand up for what's right. I never understood why partners lied to one another concerning the truth about their family, or even how they really, truly  feel. I've never been a fan of listening to or saying things for the sake of the person wanting to hear them. I say what's real and i hope that those around me, or in my life realize and do the same. Sometimes i think i care too much about the people in my life but then i realize it's just that how i love. i love hard. 

don't forget farrah

I wouldn't say Farrah is being upstaged my Mike's death but let's just not forget her. 

"bitches still wear they hair like her" 

more myspace moments

i was something like a messssssssss lol 

a cute mess though 

from the archive

when i had a myspace

When I had a myspace and was a youngbul these are the kinds of pics I used to take....along with  changing my myspace name to simple stuff like mrs b.will, or "his wifey" apparently i was dating a clown that nobody let me know that he was just that until it was far far too late. 

the things we regret after maturing.

but the beat goes on

I still can't believe it. He's gone. I always thought his personal life was mysterious but I don't think that took away from his impact on music and people everywhere. It really shocked me yesterday afternoon -- kinda like when i heard about Aaliyah, Left eye and Luther. It's crazy to me. Even though his music was during, and a little before my time,  as a young adult I have always been into old music. For Mike though, i grew up listening to him cause my daddy loved him. Despite all the ridicule and controversy that surrounded him i must say that I'll miss him. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ACPsfcsg4ZE

and i don't respect this at all

*/i like the idea of representing one's love for their spouse or significant other is okay, but this is a bit much. 

I want mine to be this famous too

l.annette

...happy birthday. you're my nicki minaj, my bff, my sister and now my legal trick. 

let's act like it this weekend. i couldn't ask for a better half. iloveyouuuu. 

and i know that was the B E S T singing you ever had. haha. 

priceless

some of the best people in my life. 

graduation

wouldn't it be nice?

the beginning of goodbyes

I have A LOT to do this week, 

it seems like ALL my family from ATL is here which is amazing since i miss them so much and can't wait to be down there with them. 

But I have like 20 ppl staying here..idk how i feel about that at all. 

anyway, i've got  commencement on wednesday, then a private dinner party

then intimate gathering at the crib with Touchtone and Lush and a daiquiri bar

a new phone coming and I'm expecting nothing less than stacks.

Coming empty handed isn't really an option .

Here's what I'll say on Wednesday...To Rich, Sharon, Mr. Stewart, Families, Friends,  and the AFS community, Good afternoon. 

There will always be that one place in our lives that draws us to remember, reflect and revisit. That one place houses the memories that helps shine light on who we are, and who we have become. For me, that one place has been Abington Friends School. AFS us hone of  close and unmatched relationships with teachers and faculty, the  friendships with those I’ve met along the way, and the memories are infused  from Tyson House to the Meetinghouse. 

During the  journey that began  here twelve years ago, I have been met with new challenges, new accomplishments and a host of grand opportunities. Thinking back, among a catalogue of memories, I can recall the first day of first grade. I walked into Barbara Weaver’s class, nervous and shy. Immediately, I was greeted  and comforted by fellow lifers Angie Adams and Jazmin LeDuc, their smiles and energy was the light I needed. . They showed me to a cubby near theirs and from the first day of first grade to the last photo taken at senior prom, we have stuck together. 

Our friendship expanded each year that 

The years quickly passed from first middle school dances, to moving on from 8th grade. As I continued down the path to maturity, confronted numerous  expectations, and at times, the overwhelming pressures of high school made it hard to see the road ahead.  However, in the midst of it all, I was  greeted with the reassurance of an outstanding grade team, faculty and community. For that, I owe nothing less than a thousand thank yous. 

My most enjoyable memories at AFS, have been  singing along to every song at Winterfest, cheering on my peers at sporting events, and lending my voice to PRIDE; as it was noticeably a true passion of mine. It will be hard to forget my last Arbor Day with choreography of the AFS song, courtesy of Bruce Brownell, and the many tearful moments from Candlelight to this very day, when I face of reality of having to say goodbye. From all I have to remember of this place, it will be the light that fills this community. It will be the contentment and joys of knowing that no matter how far I go, or how long I’m gone, when I come back here, the very principles that hold this wondrous community together will not have wavered, the light will still be shining. 

 Finally, to the Class of 2009.As we  have grown, so has our spirit, our ambition and our thirst for success. Although we’ve had our moments, where we seemed  behave like siblings,  we made it. We made it to the day where we can stand in the light,  look each other in the eyes as fellow graduates, and mature young adults ready to embark on our journeys. The feeling of  sincere appreciation and love for  one another is almost too much to bear. My heart is filled with the utmost respect for each one of you. I know that we all sit among the most successful  CEOs, international diplomats, actors, singers, athletes, teachers, doctors, lawyers and entrepreneurs. The journey that we are about to begin, is greater than all of us. As we all progress to the next stages of our lives, it is my hope for all of us to continue to invest in each others goals, as I have no doubt in my mind that they will be attained. Nelson Mandela said, “As we let our light shines, we unconsciously  give other people permission to do the same. Class of 2009 let’s keep that light forever shining.  I love you, Congratulations, and Thank you. 

ok ok

i've recently been thinking about those who i spend my time with, those who are actually worth my time. I found that for the past few years i've been hanging with a few that  never really understood, or furthermore appreciated being around them. Now, its clear to me why i felt that way. I feel good about where i am now and where i'm going. I like the people who are genuine, true to self, free spirits who don't need outside validation.  It feels good to surrounded by the people where respect is mutual,  shit  r e a l . 

imjustsaying.

the invite to hate

cause im cute

cause i look cute in leggings

just cause...

they forgot

they say, 

 imitation is the greatest form of flattery

but

i think ..

originality is the greatest form of self discovery, self-distinction 

and creativity. 

 

thought some people may have forgotten. 

 i could be wrong though.

AA til the death of me

GRADUATION & PLENTY OF EVENTS AFTER